Bug Zoo Wisdom

by Caitlin Opdendries

the placard says that
after moulting, an insect
becomes
soft, pale, fragile.   in order
to shed its skin it must
become 
vulnerable; without 
the ecdysis of its exuviae it 
cannot 
grow. 
the insect must 
pause, 
put its life on hold,

separate itself

from its too-small skin.   the shell cracks. 
the new carapace forms, 
a better fit, a better home.   room to grow.

it is difficult to be soft. the world 
tests limits and exploits where it can. 

armour has its advantages, there is no doubt. but 
we move on. we grow 
out of our old habits and exoskeletons. 
someday we will find ourselves 
standing at the top of a cliff
and the only thought will be: 
fly.

Caitlin (she/her) has been writing since she could hold a pen. Her work has been shortlisted in the Spring 2020 Poetry Moves on Transit competition and published in a previous volume of the Capital City Press Anthology. She is a first generation Edmontonian whose heart is divided between Alberta’s prairies and the Pacific Northwest, and draws endless inspiration from the natural world in both places. Follow her writing on Instagram at @hyperlexical.